that was 2 1/2 months ago.im so depressed today.
theres this girl who ive been wanting to go with so badly for months.
there was a party last night - i thought it was my perfect opportunity.
then, i saw her with some goofy looking dude. i died a little inside.
i seriously thought she was absolutely perfect. so much chemistry between us apparently meant nothing...
as you might guess, this is a massive blow to my self-esteem.
im trying to make myself feel better all day. my favourite film just happens to be on tv at this moment.
hopefuly things will begin to look up...
things are now finally starting to look up for me