My world has basically collapsed. My girlfriend does not know if she wants to be with me anymore. I don't fuckin' know why. Only place we see each other is in school now and she acts like I don't exist. I fuckin' love her so much! She's what my sig is about. I think she's THE girl for me. I asked if she wants to talk to me at all in school and she said: "Why school?" and then when I asked her out with me she said "Umm... I don't know... Sorry". Now, everything I do feels so fucking pointless and (I'm ashamed to admit) I have cried every night and few times during daytime also. Happily, I don't feel suicidal at all, as most teeangers do. That's not my thing. I want to live. But not like this. I don't know how long I can take this until I go totally out of my mind.
Still loving you all,
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I feel like dying
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I feel like dying
Hentaimans N00B! Mess with me and before you know it, you end up in a coffin. Jealous?
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Re: I feel like dying
for a small fee i could send you my noob (and future wife) for a few weeks to cheer you up. (i hope she doesnt read this now, lol)
i don't know what to say dude, but if she does want nothing to do with you no more, all you can do is move on, it will get easier, trust me, ive been there. i know how much it must suck for you right now, but personally thats the best option, if she doesnt even wanna talk to you.
and look on the bright side, you still have us, you still have your friends, your not dying, and your still young! spread your seeds a bit! at some point in the future you will meet someone who you will love 10x more than this girl, and she'll love you back just as much, you just need need to find her
i don't know what to say dude, but if she does want nothing to do with you no more, all you can do is move on, it will get easier, trust me, ive been there. i know how much it must suck for you right now, but personally thats the best option, if she doesnt even wanna talk to you.
and look on the bright side, you still have us, you still have your friends, your not dying, and your still young! spread your seeds a bit! at some point in the future you will meet someone who you will love 10x more than this girl, and she'll love you back just as much, you just need need to find her
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Re: I feel like dying
come over here and i'll cheer you up bro
you're only 14 you'l probably met other girls , who knows? maybe the girl of your life
you're only 14 you'l probably met other girls , who knows? maybe the girl of your life
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Re: I feel like dying
Yea, ther are other fish in the water. Like bobby said, you will meet someone you love more then her, later in life.
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Re: I feel like dying
Moving on is not an option as long as there are some chances getting her back. She still talks me in MSN She's doing it atm.
Hentaimans N00B! Mess with me and before you know it, you end up in a coffin. Jealous?
Sumfan is my n00b.
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Re: I feel like dying
yea but whats the point if she's ignoring you at school? no offence but it sounds like she's ashamed of you. if she talks to you at school, then fair enough, give it another go, it might be better than before
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Re: I feel like dying
Yeah that's what I've been thinkin also...
Hentaimans N00B! Mess with me and before you know it, you end up in a coffin. Jealous?
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Re: I feel like dying
That really sucks dude. I know what you're going through though.
I hope you guys work things out.
I'm always here for ya.
I hope you guys work things out.
I'm always here for ya.
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Re: I feel like dying
girls suck!
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Re: I feel like dying
excuse me??samueeL wrote:girls sucks.
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Re: I feel like dying
he meant Girls Suck. he must of accidently press the S button.Still Waiting wrote:excuse me??samueeL wrote:girls sucks.
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Re: I feel like dying
i feel like dying to. ipod is close to breaking.
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Re: I feel like dying
haha, what a typo.
And hey, it first feels bad but after week or two you just don't care. And teenagers relationships won't last. It feels like your relationship is different, but really, like 1-2% relationships at your age lasts long. I had 2 years and thats too much in this age.
And hey, it first feels bad but after week or two you just don't care. And teenagers relationships won't last. It feels like your relationship is different, but really, like 1-2% relationships at your age lasts long. I had 2 years and thats too much in this age.
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or he is trying to say he's gay?tomhoppus wrote:he meant Girls Suck. he must of accidently press the S button.Still Waiting wrote:excuse me??samueeL wrote:girls sucks.
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Re: I feel like dying
K. wrote:
LOL!
All that I need is time for me to breathe. Dream little dreams that only I believe. Now that I see beyond the light, I'm gonna be, I'll be alright.
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Re: I feel like dying
dude. your 14. you have ALOT of your life to live.dont give up.
tomhoppus is my Master!
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NoReason27 is my Grand-master!
BrandonCorey is my N00B!
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Re: I feel like dying
reading from the forum
your only 14?
come on man, you still have a whole life ahead of you
she might seem like the right one right now, but after a while (it maybe a long while) she'll seem like just another regret. move along dude, we're here for you
your only 14?
come on man, you still have a whole life ahead of you
she might seem like the right one right now, but after a while (it maybe a long while) she'll seem like just another regret. move along dude, we're here for you
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he's rightAcoustic Bandit (wiggs1441) wrote:dude. your 14. you have ALOT of your life to live.dont give up.
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Re: I feel like dying
There are millions of other girls out there. All you need is luck and charm... and a condom