I feel empty..

UnderclassHeroine · Post by **UnderclassHeroine** » Sat Jun 09, 2007 9:11 am

Okay...today we went to Outback and the bus boy (Jonathan) was really mad for some reason or depressed. You could tell because it looked like he hadn't shaved and he didn't seem like his normal self. And when he was busing the table in front of us and I watched him and he just seemed to be doing everything differently. He came out of the back and he was smiling(you could tell it was fake though) and when he got out fully it turned into a look of anger. I remember hearing and watching him throw something, but I couldn't see what. I felt horrible for not going over and talking to him about it.

And like...I was still my happy hyper self when i got home but now...I just feel so empty and depressed. It's just weird. And then I keep thinking about how he acted and it makes me feel worse. I know there'd probably be nothing I could do. But I just want to know if everything's alright with Jonathan. No matter how much I really don't know him, I do care. Like I care about our favorite waiter Justin. I mean.....it's so weird right now.

Then Justin keeps getting me to smile by telling me that him and Jonathan are going to sing me happy birthday.

I'm just confused. Like my feelings and thoughts were put in a blender and mixed up.

Post by **Boni** » Sat Jun 09, 2007 11:25 am

Happens to us all
Lifes a bitch

JESSter · Post by **JESSter** » Sat Jun 09, 2007 9:38 pm

boniboyblue wrote: Lifes a bitch

yeah. it mostly is

grandpa · Post by **grandpa** » Sun Jun 10, 2007 1:24 am

a men bro

charle22 · Post by **charle22** » Mon Jun 11, 2007 11:50 pm

yup
its not so bad

Post by **Ken** » Mon Jun 18, 2007 11:41 pm

i lost all my sum 41 media

and i havent killed myself

yet

Vani · Post by **Vani** » Tue Jun 19, 2007 8:17 am

i wish i was dead wrote:i lost all my sum 41 media

and i havent killed myself

yet

So that's why you changed your name? Your name sounds emo, but yeah, if I lost all my Sum 41 media too, I will probably act like emo. :(

Pull_The_Curtis · Post by **Pull_The_Curtis** » Wed Jun 20, 2007 1:05 pm

I just know that life's not so bad (My Direction)

MissWhibley · Post by **MissWhibley** » Wed Jun 20, 2007 1:39 pm

Vani wrote:
i wish i was dead wrote:i lost all my sum 41 media

and i havent killed myself

yet
So that's why you changed your name? Your name sounds emo, but yeah, if I lost all my Sum 41 media too, I will probably act like emo. :(

i, as an emo, feel a kinda annoyed about it. u arent an emo just becuz u lost something or had a bad day....

Mr. Penguin · Post by **Mr. Penguin** » Wed Jun 20, 2007 4:19 pm

^Um... i think they were joking. :|

MissWhibley · Post by **MissWhibley** » Wed Jun 20, 2007 4:21 pm

Mr. Penguin wrote:^Um... i think they were joking. :|

where were the smilies?

Mr. Penguin · Post by **Mr. Penguin** » Wed Jun 20, 2007 4:35 pm

The smilies Um, below the text box.

...That's what you were asking, right?

MissWhibley · Post by **MissWhibley** » Wed Jun 20, 2007 5:09 pm

Mr. Penguin wrote:The smilies Um, below the text box.

...That's what you were asking, right?

no

, u said they were joking about that "emothing", so i ask u, where r the smilies, if they did a joke, they would have used smilies at the end i guess...

Claudia · Post by **Claudia** » Wed Jun 20, 2007 7:09 pm

^can you define emo? (off topic but i wonder how an "emo" defines it...)

Mike · Post by **Mike** » Wed Jun 20, 2007 7:14 pm

i wish i was dead wrote:i lost all my sum 41 media

and i havent killed myself

yet

same thing here, now i hate limewire

MissWhibley · Post by **MissWhibley** » Wed Jun 20, 2007 8:36 pm

Claudia wrote:^can you define emo? (off topic but i wonder how an "emo" defines it...)

how i define myslef or emo? well, hmm...maybe im different then the other emos, who knows^^. but i'd say u r an emotinal person and r interested in death and pain storys...u got most a fucking life what u hate. so, u hate urself for no reason and r often depressed. u like the drakness(at least i)^^
and thats why u hurt urself sometimes.
but hey, imagne^^, i even can laugh

and of course its the music what inspire u!
and hey, almost forgot, most ppl dont like u for who u r. that suxs and if u r sensetiv its really gonna hurt u!
they say stuff about u even though they dont kno who u really r!!

sry, i kno its off topic, but she asked :P , (thats my excuse^^)

Mr. Penguin · Post by **Mr. Penguin** » Wed Jun 20, 2007 9:26 pm

Well we have definitely managed to stay on topc in this thread!

Vani · Post by **Vani** » Thu Jun 21, 2007 2:10 am

*~MissWhibley~* wrote: i, as an emo, feel a kinda annoyed about it. u arent an emo just becuz u lost something or had a bad day....

I hate being emo. It's just make you depressed. Why don't you think the positive way? Life isn't that bad.

MissWhibley · Post by **MissWhibley** » Thu Jun 21, 2007 3:34 pm

Vani wrote:
*~MissWhibley~* wrote: i, as an emo, feel a kinda annoyed about it. u arent an emo just becuz u lost something or had a bad day....
I hate being emo. It's just make you depressed. Why don't you think the positive way? Life isn't that bad.

well, if u would have to live my life, u would see why i am :?

lolclark · Post by **lolclark** » Fri Jun 22, 2007 7:46 am

*~MissWhibley~* wrote:
Claudia wrote:^can you define emo? (off topic but i wonder how an "emo" defines it...)
how i define myslef or emo? well, hmm...maybe im different then the other emos, who knows^^. but i'd say u r an emotinal person and r interested in death and pain storys...u got most a fucking life what u hate. so, u hate urself for no reason and r often depressed. u like the drakness(at least i)^^
and thats why u hurt urself sometimes.
but hey, imagne^^, i even can laugh

and of course its the music what inspire u!
and hey, almost forgot, most ppl dont like u for who u r. that suxs and if u r sensetiv its really gonna hurt u!
they say stuff about u even though they dont kno who u really r!!

sry, i kno its off topic, but she asked :P , (thats my excuse^^)

...you're pretty stupid. :)