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[samueeL]

I have felt that 4 years, not anymore though. I even tried suicide once ;& (And now I can't be happier because it didn't work out) I haven't felt that bad in year now. And when Im even little bit down, my medicine is making music! And if you don't have anybody to listen you, you can write lyrics about your feelings & thoughts, it helps a lot.

[Max]

Have any of you had those random moments where you just want to die? Like, with me, I just randomly can go from the happiest guy to the biggest downer alive. I mean, one time I was just talking to my best friend and we were having a good time, but then I just got this random change in feeling and I just wanted to die. I told her that, and she got freaked out, and I felt bad after. I'm feeling that right now, and I can't stand it. It's way to late to talk to her, 3 AM, and I don't know what to do. I am going to try to sleep... but I really can't stand it when this happens to me.

I think its called a period?

Just kidding, I know what you mean, its weird.. I've not wanted to die or anything extreme but big mood swings.