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Have any of you had those random moments where you just want to die? Like, with me, I just randomly can go from the happiest guy to the biggest downer alive. I mean, one time I was just talking to my best friend and we were having a good time, but then I just got this random change in feeling and I just wanted to die. I told her that, and she got freaked out, and I felt bad after. I'm feeling that right now, and I can't stand it. It's way to late to talk to her, 3 AM, and I don't know what to do. I am going to try to sleep... but I really can't stand it when this happens to me.
but I know I can't be comfortable in my own skin.
So when I say I'm scared to be alone, you know I mean it,
I'm just not ready to leave my room.
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Quite looking at the downside of things. That's all i'm ganna say (for now)Kyle wrote:Have any of you had those random moments where you just want to die? Like, with me, I just randomly can go from the happiest guy to the biggest downer alive. I mean, one time I was just talking to my best friend and we were having a good time, but then I just got this random change in feeling and I just wanted to die. I told her that, and she got freaked out, and I felt bad after. I'm feeling that right now, and I can't stand it. It's way to late to talk to her, 3 AM, and I don't know what to do. I am going to try to sleep... but I really can't stand it when this happens to me.
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/done.
I'm alive.
I'm fine.
I just needed to do something. Melanie wasn't around, and she usually gets me through things.
I'm OK.
I'm alive.
I'm fine.
I just needed to do something. Melanie wasn't around, and she usually gets me through things.
I'm OK.
but I know I can't be comfortable in my own skin.
So when I say I'm scared to be alone, you know I mean it,
I'm just not ready to leave my room.
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He said something not someone.P. wrote:I'm open anytime for you <3Kyle wrote:/done.
I'm alive.
I'm fine.
I just needed to do something. Melanie wasn't around, and she usually gets me through things.
I'm OK.
oh wait, lulz, I completely forgot, youre a sexbot
ConeBizzy32 wrote:Working on your request makes me a PD? I can't believe how small a man can be.Something Corporate wrote: I still cant get into the PD media sec
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i want to die every second im alive.
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I'm glad to see that I'm not the only one feeling like this.
So yes, we are making a TNS help line. Or group...
Anyway, we should really do some MSN meetings or something and talk this out.
I'm sure I'd love to hear what you have to say about this subject and force you to hear what I have to say.
So yes, we are making a TNS help line. Or group...
Anyway, we should really do some MSN meetings or something and talk this out.
I'm sure I'd love to hear what you have to say about this subject and force you to hear what I have to say.
Don't try to kill a mockingbird, they're the fucking mafia of the animal kingdom.
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Well, here's an example of what I said on AIM to my friend last night about it...
KyleFTLx (3:04:06 AM): it'd be better if i died during the summer though, right?!
KyleFTLx (3:04:33 AM): /not really going to kill myself
KyleFTLx (3:04:38 AM): just wondering when it'd be best
editsoutname (3:04:48 AM): >_>;
editsoutname (3:04:50 AM): i guess.
KyleFTLx (3:06:04 AM): i mean
KyleFTLx (3:06:08 AM): no one would really notice
KyleFTLx (3:06:10 AM): and
KyleFTLx (3:06:47 AM): people would be like "whatever happened to that gay kyle kid?" "I heard he moved..."
That's the length of what I say, in reality, V. I mean, I don't really want to die or anything, but I get down and I just say whatever I'm thinking regarding it all. It's so fucking stupid. It's pathetic as hell. But, I'd definitely be willing to listen to your problems, V, or anyone elses on here if needed.
My AIM is, as you see, KyleFTLx.
My MSN is [email protected]
KyleFTLx (3:04:06 AM): it'd be better if i died during the summer though, right?!
KyleFTLx (3:04:33 AM): /not really going to kill myself
KyleFTLx (3:04:38 AM): just wondering when it'd be best
editsoutname (3:04:48 AM): >_>;
editsoutname (3:04:50 AM): i guess.
KyleFTLx (3:06:04 AM): i mean
KyleFTLx (3:06:08 AM): no one would really notice
KyleFTLx (3:06:10 AM): and
KyleFTLx (3:06:47 AM): people would be like "whatever happened to that gay kyle kid?" "I heard he moved..."
That's the length of what I say, in reality, V. I mean, I don't really want to die or anything, but I get down and I just say whatever I'm thinking regarding it all. It's so fucking stupid. It's pathetic as hell. But, I'd definitely be willing to listen to your problems, V, or anyone elses on here if needed.
My AIM is, as you see, KyleFTLx.
My MSN is [email protected]
but I know I can't be comfortable in my own skin.
So when I say I'm scared to be alone, you know I mean it,
I'm just not ready to leave my room.
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Well... I'm not just talking... I don't know. It's weird to talk about this on the web!
But I don't speak too much about this online nor offline so... This is interesting.
So if you're feeling suicidal don't listen to What To Do When You Are Dead by Armor for Sleep.
But I don't speak too much about this online nor offline so... This is interesting.
So if you're feeling suicidal don't listen to What To Do When You Are Dead by Armor for Sleep.
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Haha. I'm not feeling all that suidical. I was listening to Glassjaw last night, and then Brand New. The usual.
but I know I can't be comfortable in my own skin.
So when I say I'm scared to be alone, you know I mean it,
I'm just not ready to leave my room.
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glassjaw FUCKING OWNS
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Fuck yes.CIRCUITzach wrote:glassjaw FUCKING OWNS
but I know I can't be comfortable in my own skin.
So when I say I'm scared to be alone, you know I mean it,
I'm just not ready to leave my room.
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well sometimes i feel depressed and i want to runaway and disappear
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when i feel that way i jus write lyrics describing wut i feel or wut the problem is, makes me feel alot better when i do that
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Whenever I'm feeling down (usually brought on by loads of homework (slacking off in college for the lose)) I just forget about what I'm doing, leave my room and just chill with my family. Having someone around helps a lot. Sometimes I'll check my Facebook just to know there are people around who feel like me (my school friends will usually feel the same way about some assignments and put it in their status).
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Good idea...Jeremy wrote:Whenever I'm feeling down (usually brought on by loads of homework (slacking off in college for the lose)) I just forget about what I'm doing, leave my room and just chill with my family. Having someone around helps a lot. Sometimes I'll check my Facebook just to know there are people around who feel like me (my school friends will usually feel the same way about some assignments and put it in their status).
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Sween'meister ;FUCK YEAH! kaže:
I just...hate...being alone...and being in the dark...I feel like chocking...
i think this is the topic where i could get some help.....
so this is one example of....what he has.....
i think those are anxiety attacs......
any experience with that area?
I just...hate...being alone...and being in the dark...I feel like chocking...
i think this is the topic where i could get some help.....
so this is one example of....what he has.....
i think those are anxiety attacs......
any experience with that area?
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