say i don't wanna be in love

[K.]

well i used to love a girl from my school last year.
i know she loved me,too u can understand with the eye contacts etc. but eventhough she's a model and im not soo sports guy or smt
i was too shy and could never open myself and i even stopped saying hi etc. to her.
and in the summer i lost my interest in her and moved on and this year even when she tried to come near me etc. i didn't care,i didn't want to feel same pain and stuff.i ignored her.
but now i just care about her more than anything and think about her all the time ,fuck dude i don't wanna feel this if im not gonna date with her,but i can't say i don't wanna be in love with her,i just love loving her.
and last week i talked a little with her off facebook eventhough i haven't talked with her for months face to face or anything. And yesterday i said hi how's it goin what r u doin etc. and she was surprised and she answered.
i hear from many people who are in her class that one of my old friend's hittin on her.now they are in the same class and i saw them today they looked like they were havin so much fun etc..
now i feel like shit i wanna cry and kill myself it hurts a lot.it's like i feel so empty but i have a feelin there's smt trying to get out of inside me.im sad all the time i think about her all the time. any suggestions?

[Bobbyjames]

I'm glad I'm not a teenager anymore.

[K.]

lol why
dude im serious it hurts :D

[samueeL]

Sorry dude, that was pretty funny text. Here's an idea: just tell her this stuff instead of us? I bet that would help more!

[K.]

im shy and i probably can't find her alone and can't tell these stuff.

[samueeL]

I'm shy too but that's not excuse. Just tell her when you have a change and if it doesn't work out like you wanted at least you can think you tried.

[K.]

you're right like i got rejected in the new year at a disco
but im glad atleast i tried.my friends didn't even try
but u know now im in love it's different
time will show what'll happen
but usually nothing happens.

[sumfan4]

RE: say I dont wanna be in love

I DON'T WANNA BE IN LOVE

[Jake-41]

What's the absolute worst that could happen? She'll say no? So what! Stop bein' a puss.

[Bobbyjames]

you'll feel so much better once you start talking about your feelings and stuff, like you will gain so much confidence from it. most people are shy about these things at first, it's just about getting over it and saying how you feel.

[Janet]

I've never really been in love, but what i can say is that you've got nothing to lose, so tell her how you feel or else you might regret it.
Or, if you're really THAT shy, then let time heal the wounds and forget about her, easier said than done, but it's not impossible.

[Shiv]

you should probably kill yourself
JK LOVE YOU <33333

[Neverwakeup]

Go to her, try to get her into a conversation, ask her out for a coffee and an ice, and fuck her in the ass when you are on the way home. (I know you turkish muslim kids like to fuck each other in the ass just to stay virgin). If she says no, forget her.

[K.]

SHE REJECTED ME
AND KINDA MADE FUN OF ME
i wanna kill myself i hope someday things turn around.

[Druska]

SHE REJECTED ME
AND KINDA MADE FUN OF ME
i wanna kill myself i hope someday things turn around.

if she made fun of you then she's a piece of shit

[I'm A Cunt [*banned*]]

SHE REJECTED ME
AND KINDA MADE FUN OF ME
i wanna kill myself i hope someday things turn around.

its uh.. no dont you can... um...

[K.]

im stupid how could i think dat she'd even like me.

[Madjid]

Dude, her pics are tagged, is she a professional model or something?

[K.]

she is a model, i don't know if she's professional or not,actually i don't care about these.
i used to love her before than that model thing.

i know that she liked me last year ,her best friend used to check my notebooks and stuff to see what i write,only she came and talked with my mother when my mom came 2 school.and i had like dat ''eye contact'' thing everytime i saw her.and that feelings ... she added on facebook, tried to talk in school times and times and many more,but the important thing was,i used to get bullied a lot and i wasnt so cool last year

this year even most of my friends have changed but the worst part was
she even said did i know you last year
i said i guess i was in same class with u
and she acted she didn't remember anything and such.and denied everything.

im really stupid for telling that i like her on msn and it hasn't been even a week.
but it came naturally anways it's another experience for me
i don't feel so good but i feel so free ,if i didn't say these i'd be still like i love her and such for 1 more week or 2.
even it hurted i guess i loved every moment of my platonic beautiful lie.

[Madjid]

^ Yeah man, now you know you've tried, if you hadn't told her, "What If" would have killed ya.
She sounds like a bitch anyway, i mean, not remembering what happened last year, so probably, this worked out for the best, there are more fish in the see, man!